safe.flight.home.

when you told me where you are, I wish you'll be back home soon.
when you told me that you'll be heading home this afternoon, I say "why so soon??"

hahahhahaha... yeah, it's always wrong...hahahhaha!!!
at least we could share a good laugh...hehehhehehe

distance oh distance..

sometimes...in some cases...distance doesn't matter...

taken from my email inbox..last year... :)

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From: def@yahoo.com
Sent: 08-12-2009 09:20:25
Subject: Re: Where art thou?


Errr... Ain't we're doing it right now? Although separated by time and space, we still are doing it. Hehehe..




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-----Original Message-----
From: abc@yahoo.com
Sent: 08-12-2009 09:19:38
Subject: Re: Where art thou?

Btw..jadi pengen ngupi2 +ngobrol2 ama kamu :(
Sent from mobile device


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help.me.i'm.lost?

Here's the thing about us. I finally managed to see things through other perspectives. I find other sources. Foe the time being, it's quite alright. Anyhooo.....

Things are gettin pretty much better between us. I thought it might get worse, but it didn't. It gets better. And better. And better. Bit by bit we tell eachother something that we haven't had the nerve to ask either of us. But not everything tho. Not yet. Despite the fact that I enjoy what we have, I'm kinda lost where we're going.

If we're just friends, I don't think friends talked everytime. Like from dusk til...dusk?
If we're just friends, I don't think friends trade in sickness and in health...
If we're just friends, I don't think you'd always wake me up for morning prayer..

Is it too much to ask to confirm where we're standing?
I'm not gonna ask it now, or anytime soon. But one day I will.
Cause I'm lost. We're not just friends are we?


After a long talk with fellow girlies, I realized that this kind of relationship will work. I mean, busy, as we don't see eachother pretty often; loving and caring as we communicate everytime; laughing as we joke around; inriguing as we have lots to dig on eachother. Not much of quantity, but very high quality.

I believe the lovey goofey relationship no longer works for me. I don't need lots of romance. I don't need lots of attention. He touches the other side of me that not everyone can see. Small things, torn pieces, yet he stayed to glued it all together. I admire his sanity while dealing with me. I'm not easy, I'm fragile but I don't break easily. I once left, he didn't. He waited (intentionally or not), I hope I'm that worthy. If he ever questioned me towards him? he's that prescious that I wouldn't dream to have one. But if I do, I'll take a very good care of you till the day I close my eyes.


"Hey you somewhere there.. yeah, it's you I'm talking about.."